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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

*screams*

I'm under HIVES attack

and it damn itches like hell...

if you do not know what hives are.. go look it up in Wikipedia

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Low-2 Track

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Life....

*starts singing Madonna's Life is Like A Prayer*

is a mystery... everybody must stand alone...

it is true what Madonna state in one of her old songs (it's a song my mum wanna learn

) she already sang that song twice in this week when we went for karoake

sometimes.. before I sleep, as I lay down on my bed.. i wonder.. what is life all about... why are we placed on this Earth... usually Simple Plan's Welcome To My Life will start playing in my head at this time...

to be loved or love...

to be hurt or hurt...

to mock or be mocked...

to use or be used...

to befriend others or to be befriended by others...

this are the frequent questions that pops into my head... especially if I am in a down mood or I just quarrelled with my loved ones and my dear Bex...

according to religion, its because we are given the duty to look after mother nature by our high almighty who have so diligently made it for us in 7 days... but now a days, I see the world go crazy.. everything is like upside down.. the weather is going crazy.. the inhabitants are even worse... the 8 year old Nurin murder case.. IN OUR OWN COUNTRY.. how cruel can one be to an innocent kid

*sigh* life is indeed a mystery... and also at times... very predictable and routinable... in fact.. it can be boring sometimes...

everybody says that we should enjoy our life to the fullest.. for we only live once.... so I guess I should stop moping around and enjoy my last year in my teens... am nine-teen... after next year.. i'll be in my -ties already...

and thanks to lovely friends... my family... as well as my dearest.. life to me now is in an OK state..

this post is just to thank all of my friends, my lovely 'brothers', my family and my dear Bex for making my life a blissful and wonderful one at any time, no matter whether I am in a happy, sad, moody or angry mood....

Currently listening to: Welcome To My Life
Still Not Getting Any...
By Simple Plan

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Birthday Surprise... ^^

thanks all !!! for making my birthday a blast...

My dearest baby boo
Carol
Kimberly
KehShuin
Steven
AJ

even though it was nearly spoiled by the Design for Multimedia lecturer

it was celebrated in the canteen of Swinburne University of Technology...my baby Bex came over after his class... the menu..

soft drinks and roti kahwin... treated them

the gang planned, at first, to give me a 'Bumblebee' as a joke.. it was a paper made one... did not get to take photo of it.. but it's still in my room

thanks for cheering me up.... fellas...

all of them chipped in some cash to get me my first action figure of Bumblebee... my favourite AutoBot in Transformers...

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my BUMBLEBEE !!!! in transformed form

Bumblebee... in Camero 2008 formation

we, or rather Keh Shuin, made Steven licked a whole plate of chili sauce... it was damn hilarious...

after our lively lunch, I went out with my baby boo for a birthday date in town...

again, a big thank you to everyone who remembered my birthday and made it an unforgettable one for me...

my two Kansai Cats from Linda, Cars, Carolina and Pat.. thanks guys

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

My 19th Birthday.... at Tao's

sorry all for not been updating my blog... Lots of things has happened... but just no time to blog... too many assignments.. to little time

as promised from the last post... here are pictures from my birthday celebration with few of my close friends in Tao's....

two Sundays ago on the 9th of September 2007...

again, I would like to thank all fo the below for coming :

My dearest Bex
My dear brothers... Edmund and Andy (who are also friends of my dearest )
My best friends.. Linda and Carol.. and their partners
My dear good friend from high school... Melissa Chua

thank you all for coming

and big huggies to mummy for making this happen

as it is said that pictures speak a thousand words.. I will post up pictures instead of typing out the whole 'story'

food for the day...

the menu for the day...

Fried Rice
Sandwiches
Salad
French Fries
Fruit Punch
Spring Rolls and

my lovely Birthday cake...

my lovely pals... and my dearest hubby..

the girls.... Mel, me. Lin and Carol...

did not get a chance to take pictures of the guys...

they were busy with my baby's laptop surfing the net

now here comes the climax.... cake eating time...

hehe... we were all using our hands to block the wind from blowing out the candles...

and... for the finale....

GROUP PHOTO !!!! thanks guys for coming and love ya all

hehe.... noted that all pics are taken using my N73... cool eh

Currently listening to: What Goes Around Comes Around
FutureSex / LoveSounds
By Justin Timberlake

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

September Babies...

wow.. I have not been updatng my blog for a while.... sorry guys....

been busy....

the first week of my favourite month of the year has passed...

time pass by really fast...

why do I say that the month of September is my favourite month ??? well.. cause its my birthday month

there's quite a few number of people whom I know turn older and wiser in this month of September...
Miss Jasmine - 3rd September
Sophia Ting Loong - 6th September
Andrew Leong - 7th Septemer
Calvin Chai - 11th September
Sean Wong - 12th September
ME !!!!

- 13th September
Christopher - 14th September
my grandmother - 23rd Setprmber
Bryan Lai - 24th September

cool huh..

just celebrated my birthday with a few close and best friends.. had to be today cause everybody wuld be busy on the real day

and I thank my mum (for doing the lunch for me), the management of Tao's as well as all of my 8 wonderful friends who came to brighten up the lunch party even though it was a small one

THANKS ALOT !!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pictures are of course taken.... using my new N73 (thanks daddy) and there are also presents... but that will be on my next post..

so until then....

Currently listening to:
Graduation(Friends Forever)
By Vitamin C

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Driving Practical ^^

wow...

I have not been updating my blog for over a week..

sorry fellas...

am now currently in my Deisgn for Multimedia class.. supposed to show my illusatrated iPod skin design to my lecturer... he accepted the design at last.... thanks Edmund ko

and now we are supposed to put our designs into 3D

oh.. I'll be starting my first practical driving class coming Saturday.. wish me luck..

it'll be my first time driving a manual geared car...

I have drivin before.. but it was with parents and it was only within housing areas and it was automatic geared cars

so hard the 3D thing.. well I better go.... lecturer coming...

PS: thanks daddy... I love my new N73 ME

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

Designing....

morning....

am now currently in my Design for Multimedia lecture.... am suppposed to show my sketches to my lecturer for approval... don't dare.. maybe after class... don't wanna get rejected again.... the theme that I have decided on... COLOURS...

it is based on the Mac OS X theme.... didn't want to put it as my theme.. just in case he expects more from what I've done...

slept at 430am yesterday.... playing game as well as helping my dear to do his assignments... mmmmuuuuaaaahhhh you can do it b.. am sure of it..

received another proposal in the online game yesterday... realised that after I changed my character's clothing.. I look hotter

am so tempted to show my drawings,.. but am gonna sit down here and pretend not to know anything ^^

had asked my dear's friend, Edmund@Yamada-San to help me design a few... didn't want to stress my dear, even though he offered to help.. for he has enough to deal with already... stressed with his assignments

PS: yeaps.. too simple... just showed my lectuerer.. so onegai... Yamada-San

Currently listening to: Ye Qu
november's Chopin
By Jay Chou
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Can't Sleep... -_-"

I want to.. but don't know why I can't

well... glad that I finished my Design for Multimedia work = Cadbury logo, cartoon and the design principles excercise.... as well as my 10 iPod sketches... so now am playing
ConquerOnline with my dear

a b**** that used to be my best friend (you readers out there should know who

) was selected to cosplay as Yuna by Haru, the Cosworld Sarawak president... how can she be Yuna

and I am glad to say.... she does not fit into the character at all....

in her blog, Selfairy the Bitch's World ( I added the b**** part

), she stated that she was pai seh to cosplay as the character due to the costume... - kinda revealing - but the irony thing... it is the kind of clothes that she wear all the time....

and one happy and wonderful news to me.. she's accepted into National Service aka Khidmat Negara....

hopefully she'll die there or something.... don't think she can stand it... being a rebel that she is....

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

Rejected... -_-"

my initial design for my iPod skin for my Design For Multimedia class was rejected.... gotta redo

you wouldn't believe how discouraged I felt... cried... thank god my dear was nearby.... at least he was there to comfort me.... *xoxoxoxo* love you sooooooooo much dear... mmmuuuuaaaahhhh

so now, am doing a new design... as suggested by my dear... the MAC OS X theme

gonna use 5 of the MAC OS X versions which all consists of wild cats and each will have two series.... since I gotta prepare ten designs...

have to vectorize the drawing by using the Pen tool in Adobe Illustrator... so am doing that..

not an easy job.... due this coming Monday... but what is needed to be done, needs to be done....

PS: made friends with Tori13 aka Kaitlin Bruce in the ConquerOnline MMPORG yesterday... she's alright... was sick of fighting with her.... and besides its just a game... no matter what, Bex will always be my dear in real life....

maybe I should get married later... got 2 proposals... villegas and Tommy9... rejected them...

(some players in the game is way way weird...

) and my dear said that he will make another character later.. to marry me... ToYa... since my character is AyaShi

Currently listening to: Come Clean
Metamorphosis
By Hilary Duff

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Exactly a month... ^^

yeaps... it's exactly a month to my 19th birthday

(remember it people !!!!! )
and yes daddy... I'll be waiting for my N73 ME

a week of my degree programme just passed.... and classes were so far... quite fun

got a presentatation for Design For Multimedia class tomorrow.... should be pretty easy... just presenting about my theme for my iPod skin design...

well... wish me luck

off to prepare for my presentation....

Tori13 is a slutty, b****y whore

Currently listening to: Wei Yi
Only One
By Wang Lee-Hom

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